[Being free of that touch helps clear his mind, even if only a little bit, and Chikusa sinks back into the mattress as though some invisible strings were cut. With that fog lighter, he can feel his embarrassment all over again.]
[Coming at the order of a demon... reaching release for the first time in his life, against his purpose in life...]
[A jolt shoots through his body when he touches himself again, body so close that even a little bit of attention is electrifying. Swallowing thickly, he squeezes his eyes shut and only barely remembers not to turn his face away. Instead, he bites his lip as his hand starts up again. This time, instead of long and slow steady strokes, it's short swift jerks that have him shake. Just get it over with. He'll just get it over with, not think of it anymore-]
[Except then he actually hits that edge, tumbles over it, and oh. Chikusa's throat locks in on itself as pleasure shatters through him, spine arching off of the mattress as tense legs draw tight in time with his curled toes. Pleasure shoots off like fireworks behind his eyes, washing over all coherent thought, and then it's over.]
[Just a moment, but he can still feel the aftershocks thrumming through him and Chikusa goes limp with a soft gasp as he does his best to recover.]
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[Coming at the order of a demon... reaching release for the first time in his life, against his purpose in life...]
[A jolt shoots through his body when he touches himself again, body so close that even a little bit of attention is electrifying. Swallowing thickly, he squeezes his eyes shut and only barely remembers not to turn his face away. Instead, he bites his lip as his hand starts up again. This time, instead of long and slow steady strokes, it's short swift jerks that have him shake. Just get it over with. He'll just get it over with, not think of it anymore-]
[Except then he actually hits that edge, tumbles over it, and oh. Chikusa's throat locks in on itself as pleasure shatters through him, spine arching off of the mattress as tense legs draw tight in time with his curled toes. Pleasure shoots off like fireworks behind his eyes, washing over all coherent thought, and then it's over.]
[Just a moment, but he can still feel the aftershocks thrumming through him and Chikusa goes limp with a soft gasp as he does his best to recover.]